Its been a while. I dont think I could describe the last months that Ive had here in Sardinia and thats also the reason I havent posted in forever (the whole, Im having a great time thing :] ). But I have a week left and honestly its difficult to think that in just a few days I'll be at home, speaking my english 24/7 and not eating pasta every day. Even though it was delicious haha. Im excited to see all my family and my friends but right now I feel like how i did when I was preparing to leave; nervous and excited and scared and still not quite believing that I was really going to go. Im excited because, well, duh I get to see everyone I havent physically spoken to for a year! But im scared because I know that I've changed and I know that everyone THERE has changed, and I hope hope hope that Ill still fit in where I left. But, who knows?
Im also scared to leave Sardinia, which has effectively become a home for me as well. Its difficult to explain, but Im leaving home to go home. Wierd.
My host family threw me a surprise going away/birthday party the other day and as I walked in, I started crying and laughing at the same time. That kind of summed up everything :]
So this week I have to get ready to leave, and I think Im going to have to send ANOTHER package of clothes home so that I dont have to take them onto the plane (with their stupid weight restrictions).
Anyways, love you guys, miss you and see you soon!
-s
Dear Saige, great to see you have finally written on your blog. I am going to your home tomorrow in order to detail the "Miata", so it will be ready to go when you return. Have a safe trip and we will see you when you return to California. Love, Grandfather and Grandmother
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